Haiis. Pon sch today. Overslept. Coz ytd 4 AM den slp. I decided fm nxt wk onwards i will slp at 2am LASTEST. Went to mit ah xian my ex collgue we went to lot1 to eat, play pool, chat n tok. Hahs. Miss my work place and all of them. They treat mi well when I was there esp to ah xian and nicholes. After tat I mit JOanne and go her hse to make something. ( secret!)* Btw, I felt tat baby is drifting away from mi. sobx. I cant realli feel e love he has for mi already. Am i thining too much or was it just my imagination? Sch has started and I'm busier not as free when I was hving my holidays. Thus I msg him lesser coz I promise him I wanna get gd grades tis sem. But guess wadd he msg mi. He said tat I was acting weird nowadays and suspect tat I was having an affair outside. I dun think he meant it as a joke afterall, I hv always hurt him. But he didint noe how sad I felt after reading that SHIT. I begin to lose hope in everything le. Including LOVE now. If I can give up on myself, I dun c tat giving up my relationship is a big deal. ESP when I think he loves mi no mre.

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